Wednesday, May 25, 2011

Second Chances

After being in a funk for so long, I feel like I have been given a second chance at many things in my life.   I look back on the past two years and keep wondering why I put up with so much bullshit.  At the people I let influence me.  At the back stabbing bitches that I was surrounded with at work. It got so bad at work, that I didn't even realize how it was effecting my personal life, until it was almost to late.  I keep wondering why did I put up with that.  The girl I know would have told those people to fuck off.  I still struggle with that.  I struggle with being to aggressive or to passive. I wish I could just be more assertive. It is a work in progress.   But, I am trying to leave that silliness behind me and moving on.  I should start by deleting people from FB....

I have met some really cool mom's, that struggle with the same issues I have.  It makes me feel sane to know that I am not alone.   But, life has been great lately!  I only work a few days a week, at a wonderful little grooming shop.  The owners are so nice and I have tons of freedom.  They understand that family comes first.   My little family and I have been keeping busy.  Camping, swimming at the lake, splash parking it up, BBQing, enjoying time with close friends and our family.  I have been on working out, running, eating right, and reading books.  Enjoying glasses of wine with my husband on the patio during dusk.  Keeping up with my hobbies.  Spending time with our dogs.  Cooking and baking together.   It is what really matters in life.  It is real and it feels fantastic!